Monster’s Grief 5 ( A Ghost’s Story)

I close my eyes and then I pull

It’s a fucking miracle, how long I’d kept my cool

I smile as best as could, trying not to reflect my mood

So people never knew that inside I was dead and blue

What regrets can do, is stronger than acidic chemicals

I sunk deeper every time I climbed on stepping stools

The ground cracked beneath my feet as the weight of my depression grew

All the tension took me to a point, I heard a voice saying “Man, you’re screwed”

I was so down that even with wings, I never flew

Kept my mood in check as these tears ensued

Bottled up so many feelings that I never should

Till my mind exploded, ’cause it was more than I could bear, I’m doomed!

I fear I’m losing it, hands shaking groping for the gun

It’s loaded, my mind’s saying, ” this has to be done…”

“Man, I’m through! “, aimed it at my head with my finger on the trigger

I closed my eyes and then I pulled…





Venus in flesh (For Tracy)


As I shield my eyes from the blinding lights brighter than the sun
I caught a glimpse of this illuminating being beyond the horizon
I was so stunned that all the world came to a stop
The earth stopped revolving, crickets stopped chirping , waterfalls did not release a drop
I stood transfixed as a perfect being walked across from me
With a presence so electrifying that I got a shock from it
Her lips glistened like neon lights as it dripped of honey
Her smile cuts deep like Valyrian steel and can make the hardest heart sorry
Her eyes shone like the stars and I got lost in them
Other beings are before me but I do not see them
My sense took leave of me, now I’m beyond reason
Beyond saving, I’ve fallen and my brain’s gone missing
A million metaphors are not enough to describe this lady
Or how she makes the butterflies in my belly go crazy
Be not perplexed as to why I had to script up this verse
‘Cause I see Venus in flesh, whenever I see Tracy
For Tracy #crush ❤